12 weeks

I can't believe today marks 12 weeks. It still doesn't seem quite real. I have all of these pg symptoms, and yet it doesn't feel real. I've lost 25lbs due to morning sickness and have only gained back 4lbs.

I feel guilty that I'm pg and I have so many IF friends that are still out there struggling. Why me? Why am I pg and they aren't?

This past week I have been spotting some and some mild cramps. My dr said that as long as it isn't bright red blood or that I'm not having awful pain that it is normal. It still doesn't help, I'm still scared that we could m/c our precious twins.

We are starting to get used to the idea that we are going to be parents of twins. It is exciting and scary all at the same time.

IF friends, I'm still praying for you. I know how hard the journey is and I still don't understand why I'm pg and your not. Its not fair.

Hey kids

Hey Kids,

  I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I can't wait to find out what sex you guys are. I hope that I can start feeling you two move in the next couple of months. I want to be able to share that with you soon. Enjoy all of the room you have in there right now, because I'm guessing it isn't going to last long.

Love you both,

Mommy

Baby Pics

First picture of the Twins together.
Baby A measuring .73cm
Baby B measuring .71cm
Baby A 117bpm
Baby B 128bpm

TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it, we are having twins. Both measured right on target. We were able to see both heart beats.

I have 5 u/s pics and they look great.

Today is the ultrasound

I'm so excited to see this little one growing inside me. It still doesn't seem real. I'm sure it will as soon as I can see it. I'm praying that we can see the heart beat today. We should be able to since I'm 6wk and 4days pregnant.

I'm nervous that the baby isn't healthy, but I'm handing that over to God. Only positive thoughts now. I want to be able to tell the rest of our family that we haven't been able to tell but wondering if it is too soon.

Lord, this child is yours.

Even loger wait!

The RE's office called today to inform me that we have to reschedule my u/s. My dr will now be in surgery on Monday afternoon and won't be able to do my u/s. I explained that I'm a teacher and won't be able to get time off(since I've already taken so much time off to get pg). After checking the schedule she said that she has Thursday open at 3:30. That means that I have to use comp time from work and leave work early. I'm ok with it, I will just be rushed.

So now I have to wait till Thursday to see our little poletad. I was so excited today that Monday was only 4 days away. Now I have a full week till I get to see this little one. On the plus side I will be 6wks 4days, so we should be able to see the heart beat.

Still shocked

I can't really explain how I feel right now. I'm still shocked that I'm pg. I'm so amazed. I remind myself daily to give it to God and not to worry or to stress about it. I'm praying that we will see a healthy baby and it's heart beat on Monday. Only 5 days till I get to see my little one. I'm so excited that dh will get to go with me.

Please keep praying for us and that our little one is healthy and keeps growing strong.