Sunday, February 24, 2008

12 weeks

I can't believe today marks 12 weeks. It still doesn't seem quite real. I have all of these pg symptoms, and yet it doesn't feel real. I've lost 25lbs due to morning sickness and have only gained back 4lbs.

I feel guilty that I'm pg and I have so many IF friends that are still out there struggling. Why me? Why am I pg and they aren't?

This past week I have been spotting some and some mild cramps. My dr said that as long as it isn't bright red blood or that I'm not having awful pain that it is normal. It still doesn't help, I'm still scared that we could m/c our precious twins.

We are starting to get used to the idea that we are going to be parents of twins. It is exciting and scary all at the same time.

IF friends, I'm still praying for you. I know how hard the journey is and I still don't understand why I'm pg and your not. Its not fair.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Hey kids

Hey Kids,
  I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I can't wait to find out what sex you guys are. I hope that I can start feeling you two move in the next couple of months. I want to be able to share that with you soon. Enjoy all of the room you have in there right now, because I'm guessing it isn't going to last long.

Love you both,
Mommy